this is the place where memories are kept

TO：亲爱的两个"吴"

2008-12-11T06:20:00.000-08:00

懒了好几天，
今天狠了狠心，
把我们三个为203ACP喷的
吴为的那几张纸(还把整个房间弄的简直不是人呆的地方)
贴到了我（中国的）房间的墙上。
贴着贴着，
回想起那个星期天早上...
我们三个人一早就到校
哈，我是最晚的。
来到班上你们俩个好像在听歌...
好像是“go on and take a bow~~”
然后我们就一边聊天一边做deco.
而且还有互骂...
想起来,
还是挺美好的
友情的
回忆

挺想你们两个的......

2008-10-31T21:57:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU(S)

it's like super busy these days....ACP(*scream*)...net carn...dramam night...and now, YOG~~~~
after YOG, I'm gonna fly back to China~~~~~muahahaha...

okie, we totally ROCKED ACP(cos i'm the CEO mah~)!
yeah, really want to thank one important person...that is...you all know...

-->吴又箴!!!
btw, it mean yu-chen XD
if not for her, i dont know how we pulled through this entire ACP. seriously. the details...um, go ask her cos she threatend me not to tell.
Oh, and the pink tomatoes:
Vanessa and Yinwen and XiaoQi and Elyssa and Zerline(red is the colour of tomato)..you guys teally helped out alot...the balloons, pinata, posters around the school, chocolate fondues, Yinwen's red carpet, Vanessa's lights, Zerline's keyboard, Xiao Qi's donut and Elyssa's dance...

the MEPs
Selina and Chirstine and HaiQing and Rosie and HaiQing and Tian Yu and Yujia and ADREA!!!
actually you guys dont need to care about ACP, you guys did..and also paid for class fund...its so touching~~~~T.T

The party-goers and Bouncers
Sakeenah(your high heels rocks) and Rebbeca and Melissa(i havn't say thank you for the aluminium foil...)....you guys really rocked the party.

The Waitresses
Lim Min(sit at the food table very poor thing leh) and Julnise and TianYu and Yu Chan....sry if i missed you out..i didn't right?
anyway, you guys are the most 辛苦ones(except fot Lim Min who just need to sit there and..). yeah, you guys have to carry plates around and stuff, so thank you VERY much.

THE BAR-TENDERS~~~
Jia Hui and Lyana~~~you guys really rocked. I know it's very tiring to run down to the kitchen to make fruit punch and run up so many times.... and the pouring of the juice is a total disaster!
not to forget we (*cough*)...you know lah, we did something evil..(*hint hint* the Frige and the left....)...

The DJs~~~
Alisa and Cheryl! without you guys...i dont know what would happen...the music was GREAT....although i was complaining at the beginning...sorry about that...

and the Dancers!
Elyssa and Joey and XiaoTong and Kui Yan and Zerline and Tina
I know it is very rush to learn the dance in such a short time and to perform it so many times in two hours. you guys still have to keep on dancing even after performing to boost atmosphere...poor thing~~~

And i want to specially thank TINA SHEN for chasing after everyone for money after ACP...I know treasurer is not an easy job.yup, Thanks!

then Drama Night...
aiya, although we didn't get in, it is good bonding and stuff,
and the props are so pretty~~~(cos...okay, i shall not be egoXD)

and net carn!
it was fun...i guess
and cheryl and melissa, nvm the rough ppl..they are just ******.
yup, thank all the shooters, Joey, XiaoTong and TianYu
without you, we wont even get a prize for net carn.
To all the players, we tries very hard, and we played very hard.so nvm the prize,
we know we are the best!

damn...i cries so much during sec 4 farewell...noone saw right~~~ good.

2008-09-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

YOU ARE A FREAKING PATHETIC BIG FAT(I MEAN IT) JERK
I'M GLAD THAT I'M NOT GONNA BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS YOU NEXT YOU SO THAT I DONT TO SEE YOUR FREAKING FACE AND TOLERATE YOUR COMPLETE ATTENTION SEEKING NONSENSE.

2008-09-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

i am pissed off by what just happened.
it's the country i know
but still
that's MYcountry.
whatever.

Tina's tag No.2

2008-07-07T02:49:00.000-07:00

Tina's TAg!!!
Instruction: Remove 1 question from above & add in your personal question. Make it a total of 2o questions. Then tag 1o people in your list & list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is my full name?// huang caiwei

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?// america!
3. What’s your favourite thing(s) to do?// go out with friends

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?// sometimes lah..like i can buy ice cream!!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?// secret

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?// duh no! i would die in the number of days it takes for one to die of thirst and starvation.

7. Do you think there is such a thing called ‘LOVE’? Reason?// i think so..

8. What’s love?// to feel for someone
9. What do you dream of doing in the future?// something i like "i like what i do ,i do wat i like!"

10. List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.// she's cute, she knows jap , she love anime!

11. What makes you happy?// someone...

12. What type of person do you hate the most?// suck ups

13. Where do you see yourself 1o years down the road?// somewhere in the world

14) At what age do you intend to get married?// dunno leh..25?

15. Who is the most important person in your life?// my daddy and my mummy (person-s)

16. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?// friendship

17. If you had a chance to change your life, what would you want to change?// not sure..cos i'm perfect!! = =

18. What do you want most in life?// happiness

19. Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?// um...well...um...

20. What would you do/say to make your close/best/good friend's day ?// i love u!
actually it depends on the situation

okay..
i tag...
i dun wanna tag=.=

Tina 点名（好长哦）

2008-07-06T20:43:00.000-07:00

（１）　被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。

（２）　請老實的回答每一個問題。

（３）　不行擅自塗改題目。

（４）　寫完請點１０位小朋友，不可不點。

（５）　點完後請通知那１０位小朋友他被點到了。

-------------[ 壹 ] . 個人題 - １０題 --------------

[ 01 ] 你叫什麼：CaIwEi
　
[ 02 ] 你的綽號：没有耶

[ 03 ] 你的血型：O

[ 04 ] 你的星座：巨蟹座
　
[ 05 ] 你是男還是女：不知道耶..好像是女的:)
　
[ 06 ] 你幾歲：15
　
[ 07 ] 你住哪裡：你的心里!
　
[ 08 ] 你的學校：Raffles

[ 09 ] 你有沒有手機：废话
　
[ 10 ] 承上，那是多少：你要哪一支呢? 听不懂=.=

詩惠吳: --------------[ 貳 ] . 感情題 - １５題 --------------

[ 21 ] 你有沒有喜歡的人：嘿嘿~

[ 22 ] 如果有，那他叫什麼：嘿嘿~

[ 23 ] 如果沒有，那你希望什麼時候有另一半：我怎么知道！

[ 24 ] 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：没有耶

[ 25 ] 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：er...

[ 26 ] 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：嘿嘿~
　
[ 27 ] 你現在有另一半嗎：沒有
　
[ 28 ] 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：神经病！

[ 29 ] 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：嘿嘿~

[ 30 ] 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：就是喜欢阿

[ 31 ] 你跟你的另一半牽手過嗎：er...

[ 32 ] 你跟你的另一半抱或親過嗎：er...

[ 43] 你打開電腦都在幹麻：PT!!!! 没有啦！都在youtube.
　
[ 44 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個同性：没有及时也。
　　　
[ 45 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：同上。
　
--------------[ 参 ] . 兇手題 - １０題 --------------

[ 46 ] 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰:Tina 沈宇庭！

[ 47 ] 這個人對你好不好：er...她总是欺负我！
　
[ 48 ] 這個人是你的誰：同桌同学

[ 49 ] 你有喜歡過這個人嗎: 沒有= =
　
[ 50 ] 你們認識多久了：2 years

[ 51 ] 這個人是怎樣的人：好可怕~ 开玩笑的:)

[ 52 ] 這個人正／帥嗎：呵呵蛮正的。

[ 53 ] 這個人有沒有喜歡過你：不敢想= =

[ 54 ] 這個人跟 (54-62怎麼不見了?!)

[ 63 ] 說到傻子你會想到誰：又箴！（不要生气XD）
　
[ 64 ] 說到笑點低你會想到誰：不知道耶。

[ 65 ] 說到愛笑你會想到誰：Melissa, Amanda Khoo =.=

--------------[ 柒 ] . 學校題 - １１題 --------------
.

[ 66 ] 你的班導是誰：Ms Ong~

[ 67 ] 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：在教室某個角落~
　
[ 68 ] 你最喜歡的老師是誰：Ms Ha (Ha hahaha)
　
[ 70 ] 你的英文好嗎：um...
　
[ 71 ] 你的體育好嗎：偶是打篮球的:)

[ 72 ] 你的數學好嗎：不是很好

[ 73 ] 你喜不喜歡你的校長：嗯^^
　
[ 74 ] 你的學校好看嗎：一般般。

[ 75 ] 你的班級是：203

[ 76 ] 你的班級在幾樓：四樓

捌 ] . 點名題我點:

１．Alanna

２．Yihui

３．Wu wei

４．Yu Fei

５．Yun Ting

６．张弛

７．猪弟弟（生日快乐！）

８．Joey!

９．Xiaotong

10.Yu-Chen!

好长的点名哦= =

2008-07-02T00:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

02072008
so, I have officially lived in this world for 15 years.
I've meet alot of people,
Had loads of friends.
Laughed my head off,
And cried my guts out.
Met some really special people in my life.
I want to tell Qing Wen that
I LOVE HER!
After so many years,
she's still the first
Wish me happy birthday.
I'm surprised that she even remembered.
Cos I don't bother.
I want to thank her.
She really made my day.
My mortal too,
thanks for the present.
I'm sorry I missed your birthday
I know that I'm a bad angel
Or angle.
And for those of you who wished my well!
Alanna
Tina
Yu-chen
Joey
Xioatong
Amanda
Melissa
Yihui
(sorry if I missed your name)
And of course,
My dear BASKETBALLERS
Who pounced on me=.=
Anyway,
Thank you everyone!
I LOVE YOU<3333

3 WISHES OF THE YEAR
no.1-my knees will recover
no.2-become prettier!!
(DON'T LAUGH!)
no.3-don't tell you:)

yay me!!!!

2008-06-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL IS STARTING...CAN YOU BELIEVE IT????

yes, I know I already had 2 days of school, but that's like Week 0
So......I have no idea what to do about it=.=
I miss holidays man!!! I wanna go back to China (because I miss....I shall not say it)!
Anyway, school is starting, so yes. It's mugging and studying and lacking of sleep and dying!!!

2008-06-08T05:54:00.000-07:00

I'll Be Back in 19hours(?)

Yes, I'm going back to Singapore to continue my (#%&#W#$) life.
Back to all the school work...and all that stuff.
There are happy moments too, of course.
Like I'm looking forward to the Richard Chalet*cheer*
yup,yup, see you.

Btw--Alanna, I didn't buy your stuff.*oops*
No lah, just joking. Of course I bought your stuff.
Another Pooh calendar!
No lah, another joke:)

2008-06-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

Story Time With Caiwei

-by Caiwei

Once apon a time, there lived two small, cute, and cuddly rabbits.They are called Rabbit No. 1 and Rabbit No.2. (I'm not gonna tell u which is which.)

Rabbit 2 fell in love with Rabbit 1. Oh my gosh

To express her(he? she? it? nvm=.= ...shit!) love for Rabbit 1, she decided to kiss Rabbit 1 on the forehead. *muaks*

Another one. *muaks*

OMG! Rabbit 1 got the shock of his (he? she?it?..shit!) life!!!

His eyes are wide open as he turned away from Rabbit 2, who is calmly eating her veggie.

Rabbit 1 was so so SO shocked and scared by Rabbit 2's sudden attack that he want to hide behing Teddy. Poor Rabbit 1~

And so, our was-brave-about-love-but-got-rejected Rabbit 2 was left to eat veggie all alone.

THE END

This is Story Time With Caiwei. See you next time:)

2008-05-28T21:54:00.000-07:00

yes, i know that i havn't been posting for quite sometime.

Um... i'm currently enjoying my holiday in China:) I just went to hopital, to have my knees checked. And then I went to join the si chuan survivors in a birthday party. yup. nothing else to say, cos i'm very distracted....bye:)

2008-05-10T06:51:00.000-07:00

Tired!!!(as usualT.T)
It's supposed to be holidays!!!But why~~(whine)
haiya! Friday I had training.
We went for Batch Lunch! Omg! Took us so long to decide what to eat=.= we were like Plaza Sin?Far East?Plaza Sin?Far East?Plaza Sin?Far East?Plaza Sin?Far East?da da da da da...
In the end we ended up at Far East(Yanping even did my favourite choose-1-or-2-thingy). THEN we wasted our time trying to decide what to eat=.=

Batch Skit!!!
the Funniest Thing in the Universe!!
Because we are fun people.haha
(dam it! i typed out e entire plot when i found out that i shouldn't=.= and i have to delete a entire paraT.T i'll e video when we perform)

Okay, i went to read YuFei's blog. She is so emo=.=even worse that me.
But seriously, i find that i don't really...em..how to say? I don't talk about NATCHAMP and trying to get into scholl team alot. In fact, I don't talk about it at all. No good=.=Maybe posting about it on her blog makes her more determined? i dunno.

Anyway, today i went for Admiralty training. Yup, I finally found out who is that super-short-hair, always be there for our match,n super hyper girl: her name is Sze Lei. She is quite fun person. Maybe becuase she's Christian. I guess all Christians have good charaters(um..except for some).YEsh.
Yup, anyway, I'm super tired now. Contacts are drier than the Sahra dessert. I'm gonna watch Ouran now:)

2008-05-07T18:04:00.000-07:00

今天一睁开眼，心情就有点怪怪的。
心莫名的微痛，脑子一片空白。
眼睛睁得大大的，很集中地看着天花板，但却没有在想什么。
双人床我只占了右一半。左边放着晚上看了几页的Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone 和一些凌乱的衣服。有可能是觉得这一切一点都不现实。就这样也考试结束了！
有点太不可思议了。神经紧绷后突然松懈，还真的有些不适应。
轻松的感觉真好。

2008-05-04T01:45:00.000-07:00

MYAs!!! *gasp*
Arr...MYAs the four alphabets that everyonehates whewn combined together.
okie here's my schedule:
Mon-Geog
Tues-Bio! and Philo!
Wed-Math

I gotta go mugging now.
I'll come back after exams.

12.57=3MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT~

2008-04-09T05:23:00.000-07:00

12.57

THREE MINUTES

TO MIDNIGHT!

I had NAFA test today! Guess what, my timing is 12.57minutes!Muahahaha~ I was following Christine all the way, right behind her. She arh, I ask her to pace with me but when the real thing starts, she just run off=.= The last 50 metres, I tried to increase my speed but couldn't. My lungs felt like bursting=.= Christine was sprinting the last few metres too. Her timing was 12.53. So damn fast. Nevermind,I'm not bad too. It's like a great improvement. Last year, I was running with Lynn, and my timing was 15.07.

Problem sum: Caiwei's timing for 2.4km run in the year of 2007 was 15.07minutes. Her timing for year 2008 is 12.57minutes.How much was her improvement in timing?

15.07 - 12.57 = 2.10 minutes

Caiwei improved by 2.10 minutes. Cheers! Not bad leh. 2minutes is an entire round.
Our basketball batch is gonna get A for 2.4! Yeah!Muahahaha! Got alot of hw, gotta go~bye~I almost died~

2008-04-05T06:01:00.000-07:00

SUPER FUNNy: CHINESE DEBATE

HahaHaHA I laughed until i have stomach ache!

SOAKED!

2008-04-03T03:59:00.000-07:00

IT rained in the afternoon.
Really heavily.
The sky,
in fact everything visible,
was cover with a layer of white mist.
All you could hear
was the big droplets hitting the ground.
They fractured the air.

I had no umbrella.
So I walked in the rain.
It's something I've never felt like before.
The rain turns ur mood rotten.
A sudden sadness grabbed me.
But inside was a slight sense of delight.

I was dripping wet.
Droplets of rain water
slided down strands of my hair.
They flowed down my face like tears.
So cold.

Turned the heater to the fullest
Had the hottest bath ever.
I am happy.
Singing in the bathroom, loudly
so carefree
I'm dripping wet.

2008-04-02T04:58:00.000-07:00

I just had the most embarrassing experience of my life!
During journey week, we watched a video on traditional Maori dance. It is a truely interesting video. The Maori guys have to slap their chest as part of their dance.
I found a similiar video on youtube.

Yes. And today we had Literature lesson. Every group was supposed to come up with a poem from the book, and present it to the class in the most dramaticway. Our poem goes like this:

Let it be done
Let us go into the depth of the ocean
The gods of the sea beckons us

"Let the people live!" she cried
small and strong
but yet calm and brave.

She sat astride the sacred whale
as the waves crashed behind her
Leaving those who need her behind

A white light fading into the ocean
Hui e, Huami e, Taiki e!
It was already done.

Yu-Chen was the narrator. The wayshe said it the most hilarious way ever! I don't know how to describe but yah. Muahahaha~ I can only say that-他好强! Seriously.

Yup, then came my embarrasing part. Don't know which i***t suggested to the teacher to let LYC dance Haka(the Maori dance's name)in front of the entire class. And then don't know which another i***t suggested that I should dance with LYC. I was like "NO!!!". So I ended up that went up alone to dance. Oh well, from what I've seen, it wasn't very nice/hilarious. So they once again "invited" me to dance!!!OMG!
Aiya, 没办法, this is called FANSERVICE! When I just walked to the front of the class and tried to calm down, Tina was like gesturing and whispering,"one,two...". I panicked!I seriously panicked! I wasn't ready yet and she was already like "one, two..." So I was like "wait". Taking a deep breathe, I went like "one, two three...Bleeeehhh, bleeeehhhh" while shaking my head and sticking out my tongue. And of course, the 最经典的 hitting the chest move. The first one, I claped my hand instead because I was so nervous that I fought about the steps. Lol.

So Embarrassing! Cry T.T I'll remember this day forever! cry~

2008-04-01T02:35:00.000-07:00

Today is APRIL FOOLS~
I played 2 major tricks on the teachers: Mrs Yeo(relief teacher for bio) and Mr Wolfe. What I did was an athma for Bio. The first time I knocked off the things on my table and breathed really loud and hard. But no one heard me because it was too niosy. So I tried again when the class was quiet. Ha Ha they feel for it! The teacher was SHOCKED. And Jia Hui was like "you want an inhaler..but inhaler cannot share..." Oops..I'm sorry Jia Hui. After I told them it was the April Fools joke, the teacher gave me a thumbs up. Haha. She said that I'm really good at it. I think I really am...

Then Mr Wolfe didn't really fall for his=.= I was asking him a question while pretending to staple my worksheet. So I went like," Um, Mr Wolfe, (hold ws up)when is it due(try to staple)..OUCH!(drop the staple plus ws.)" But he didn't really fall for it lah... So sad. Aiya, he is smart man.

I got tricked by Tina. First thing in the morning she told me that she decided to 和雨伞在一起. I got the shock of my life! She really caught me for that one. Lol.

Anyway, Happy April Fools!!!

2008-03-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

TIRED!!!
I just had the most tiring expirience of my LIFE!! roar~ This is what happened.

First of all, Last Thursday, I didn't really sleep well(because my knees was hurting like nobody's business).I woke up several times during my sleep cos of the pain in my knees. So anyway, I woke up all drowzy and letagic on Friday. ANd then here goes the worst part. I had 孙爱玲讲座. Then it was supposed to end at 4.45 but it ended early, at 4.15.

So I went for training. Luckily that day's training wasn't too tiring, if not I would have died. Oh, Ashley was late that day cos she had CES. Then I found out that she will be going to Learing Lab too. Haha, I will have companion then:) Actually I already have Rebecca:) she very pretty.

Yes. And after training I went to Learning Lab. We met our real teacher(last week was a relief). I was a bit late so I missed a part of his introduction of himself. This is what I caught--he was from Ri =.= and ... I have a personal comment o him too. He is quite ###. It's both negative and positive, depends on how you look at it. Go ask Persha, she started it. Anyway, that day's tuition ws about music. The worst part of it was, all the music he played was slow and dreamy(adds to the sleepy atmosphere). At first I didn't feel very tired but I realised that even if mentally you can still take it, physically you will collapse. When it was my turn to read a paragraph of the passege, my vision just went blur and I don't know what I was saying. I see the word but it's not processed into my head. And Mum! She sms-ed me at 9 o'clock when we are still having lessons. So my phone rang in the moddle of class. Yup, that da I went home with Rebecca.

I reached home at 10.45. Sad. Aunt bought Burger King so I just devoured everything. Than I switched on the computer to look at the agenda for House Prac 9. In my mail box was 2 unread mails. One from [40bluesuperpower] and the other one from [AMBERSslgroup]. The first email was alright. It's basically the agenda for House Prac 9 and that's what I'm looking for. BUt the second one! It killed me! It was a stack(not really a stack lah, around four pages) of note on all the stations on AMBERS. And we were supposed to mug ti by that night because we will be using it on Saturday. SO I mugged it until 1 plus. Then I went to bath, pack my things for tmrw. I had alot of things to pack. There were the House Comm Fund, costume for LIT PT(gege's jacket=.=), AMBERS notes, then thing for Debate workshop. Yesh, to cut the story short, I slept at 2.

The Next Day...
Woke up at 5.30am. So I slept for around 3 hour plus. Then i had House Prac, don't need to say, it was very tiring. But it's nice to see the sec ones again. To tell u the truth, I'm going to miss them. They were practicing mass dance formation on the field. Haha, next Friday is their show down. Look forwad to it. AIya,I missed the most exciting part of house prac--APRIL FOOL's JOKE! Joey later told me about it. Let's elaborate on it the next tme. yes, then there was the Badge Initiation. I didn't miss it. And the Captains' Speech. Sharon made everyone cry(well, at least the usual ppl cried--Lynn, Joey, Sheryl and me). she was saying that,"It's not the sec ones' fault that they are not enthu, it's not their fualt that they don't cheer loudly or do their mass dance properly. It's the captain's fualt." And she on about that she is sorry. I think all the house comms can understand how she was feeling and that's why we cried too. Really, Sharon has put in so much effort. I feel like crying even thinking of what she said. Yup, that was the last House Prac.

AMBERS was at the same time as House Prac. So I was moving around two activities at the same time. But I attended AMBERS mostly cos I missed too much of it. We role played all the stations once. I feel quite good about my performance though. OOPS~
Yup, we played a game too. Everyone was at the basketball court an dwe formed a circle. Two person had their arms crossed around each other in the middle of the circle. Then we had to sing a song repeatedly while they danced.
They have to cross arms and the spin around with this melody
"Round round baby,Round round baby,Round round baby, this is how we do it."
The two person in the middle would find another person at the corcle and dance in front of them at the sound of "this is how we do it."
Then they dance in front of the chosen person to the tune of
"fron front baby, back back baby, side side baby this is how we do it."
It's a very fun game. Yup, that was AMBERS.

Then we did our Lit PT and ate at Subway.

Tina and I came back for the Dbate Workshop. It was very professional. Very nice. I think my speech and everthing will improve after the workshop.

By the time the workshop finished, it was 5 o'clock. I was totally in a inhuman state when i reached home. I told mum that I'm going to call her at night and went to sleep. Then I slept all the way till morning without waking up. So I didn't call mum.

TO conclude, that was the mosr tiring experience EVER!!

2008-03-26T05:39:00.000-07:00

IDIOT!
IDIOT! IDIOT! IDIOT! IDIOT! IDIOT!
Why can;t I be a volunteer for the BEIJING GAMES?!!!!!
IDIOT!

Tibet and China--I want PEACE

2008-03-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

TIBET vs. CHINA
Recently this topic appeared on the news. I don't know whose side I'm on. I mean, yah, China and Tibet has always been like that. What is the China government doing? That bloody corruption within China is killing the country. Hasn't the government why do ever reflected on why people are unhappy and dissatisfied with us? Have they ever asked themselves why everyone is breaking away from them? Taiwan, and now Tibet.Because they are better than us! Why would they want to be rule under a government that is so lousy and can't give them anything? Why would they want to be part of the country when they can do better on their own? SO buck up! Show them that we are strong and powerful! Yes, everyone in china(including me) has a very strong sense of identity. But! There is no use! Does the government care?

Let me ask you this question: how often do you hear on the news about China that are positive? Can you think of any? I can't. Let me tell you the negative ones! there's dozens of them! 1.People making buns using cardboard as filling. 2. It turned out that the news was fake and it was done by some idiot in order to get money.3. Toys made in China are not safe for children to play with. 4. Even toothpaste are poisonous. Talking about food hygiene? ~~FORGET IT!~~

没错,我们是落后,我们是土八路. 但是别忘了--你们的臭嘴里说的中文是中国的语言 If you look down on us, then get your ass out of here and don't call yourselves 华人. Traitor!

Ok, that's beside the point. :P Seriously! If I were the government, I would ask all the soldiers who went to Tibet the "make peace" to stand in one role, in front all the Tibetans. Then I'll let the each Tibetans give the soldiers a punch on the face. Damn them! 什么"我们决没有杀伤力的武器",放屁!猪都不信. 你们知道吗? 你们现在的做法就跟小日本没啥两样.the government never improved. They are staying on the same spot and the country is on a stand still. China is such a isolated country=.= Judging from the current state,20年后最强大的国家? 哼!在等一百年也还是干等. WE ARE A THIRD CLASS COUNTRY! JUST ACCEPT IT!

Really! I feel sorry for the Tibetans. Try this- imagine you are here in Singapore and your parents are in Tibet. Does it ring a bell? They are in danger! Won't you worry about them. Their family members will be so anxious and terrified. We, selfish people just can't afford to lose things precious to us. So what gives the Military the right to take away 100 plus precious life? Why won't they go and die themselves?
And why would you want to separate with us? I know China has not gave you any satisfaction. But give us time! Be patient with us! After all, China is a big country, she needs time to develop. Er.. although 5000 years have passes. But still! If you want to protest, fine! But why must you choose the Olympic period? Isn't this called 找茬? why can't you just wait till it's over then protest? You are making the situation bad. And Taiwan decides to join in after their election,that's the end. War World 3! And the busy body George Bush will come and interfere. Woah, how exciting can this get? I mean CAN'T YOU DO IT THE PEACEFUL WAY?

human just don't learn from their past mistakes. What's history for? There is already WW1 and people allowed WW2 to happen. And now! Are they going to sparkle off WW3? Can't they live in peace? At least till I die? Until I don't have to worry about my precious things getting hurt?At least, can they grant my selfish wish?

anyway, to be objective, I took some video from youtube. Watch them and decide for yourself.

p.s. The Olympic I'm looking forward to is now contaminated...how ironic...

Sorry if I'm biased. But i like the last part of this video the most:) oops.

HaHa. Seems like everyone is angered by the fight. But why don't they stop it? Adults are ironic! In school they teach us that war is bad.They tell us to be tolerate, to forgive, to respect to be polite. And they punish us when we fight. Why are you teaching us when you yourselves can't do it? You are telling us that whatever they teach in school is just fairy tales.

和平! Such simple words! Each kindergarten kids know how to write them. But put them together, it is so unreachable...

Let's work together to peace.

2008-03-10T03:35:00.000-07:00

hey hey..
i just practically wasted my three days of hols away...
there's video that i want to share...
extremely funny....
hahahaha.....

Pizza 事件

2008-03-03T05:46:00.000-08:00

去年年底,妈妈因姥姥病危,把我一人 "丢"在新加坡. 当时的我好不习惯一人的生活.对我来说,那实在是太痛苦了.小六的时候,一直以为自己很独立,很了不起.现在可吃到苦头了,才醒悟,才知道母亲的伟大. 其实妈妈说的对-我就是的傻大个,人大心小,还是个乳臭未干的小毛孩.原来,我生活上的每一个小细节都是妈妈打理的.她走后,我的几乎崩溃了. 别看我在学校笑容满面,一回到家,就用眼泪洗脸.为什么?纯粹因为想她呗.而且现在除了学校的隐形压力以外,还要作家务.我的生活变的一团糟. 没人煮饭,没人聊天,没人关心我,没人比我学习,没人问我今天过的怎么样.我变成了被遗弃的小孩. 回家成为最痛苦的事情.而且,这是家么?家到的是什么?只是一间房子那么简单?如果是那样,那我为什么还那么痛苦? 可是,哈哈,我没被遗弃! 我还是被人爱着的小孩!就算天塌下来, 爸爸妈妈也会永远爱着我.对吧?

就在妈妈离开的两三个月后,表哥左脚的骨头断了. 爸爸打电话来,让我给哥哥买pizza吃.当时心里酸酸的,不是滋味.爸爸干嘛对哥哥那么好?而且语气听起来还那么着急.如果是妈妈的话,还能理解.因为妈妈是表哥的二姨.可是爸爸!平时有什么好东西都会自私的为我留着的爸爸!怎么这么大方地要请哥哥吃pizza!最可恨的是,哥哥过惯上等生活了.Pizza对他来说,不是什么稀罕的食物.虽然如此,在我眼里,pizza的含意重大.爸爸妈妈知道我喜欢pizza,所以把它当做考到好成绩的奖励.爸爸怎么可以这么大方!总之,我很生气,但还是买了pizza.

我拿起pizza, 小口的品尝着.这时,我开窍了.我默默地拿着pizza走进房间.原来,爸爸的pizza是买给我吃的.说是给哥哥,只是一个借口.他们大概是心疼我独自在新加坡,所以借此机会补偿一下.我哭了.因为好想他们.因为好爱他们.因为终于知道有人其实还在远方关心着我.眼泪滴在了pizza上.一口一口咬着pizza,味道又甜又咸.甜甜的是父母的关爱,咸咸的是我的泪水.那是好奇妙的味道啊.

晚上给爸爸妈妈打了个长途电话.爸爸的第一句话就是问我吃到pizza了吗?他的语气里带着一丝丝的关怀.
"吃到了"
听了着我的答复他才放心了.接着就继续跟着他的"谎言"走.打听一下其他人都吃了多少块.

那块pizza,是我吃过的最好吃的pizza.

2008-02-23T04:51:00.000-08:00

L CHANGE THE WORLD!

I went to watch L change the world yesterday with Tina,Joey and Xiaotong. It was damn nice:) L is so kawaii~ The way he run with his back hunched is so ...(daydream)...帅!!! the movie was quite funny also. Especially the pancake truck. Poor FBI:) THe disease was damn gross lah. Thinking of it make me have goosebumps. But well, it;s a nice movie.L is so sweet....But the way he eats sweets arh...I wonder why he don't grow fat-.- The ending was sad T.T I don't want L to die~ cry... The last scene when he walk down the road is so touching.He was like walking and he said "Watari, I want to live longer..." or smthing like that. It was really sad.Great movie.
Oh! I got the special edition L chocolate too! Ok, actually not really special edition. It's just that you buy 2 tickets they will give one.

Aiya..Today is so tiring! The sec ones had to do the combined formation thingy so all the houses went to the parade square. That time was like 10 plus, so it was damn hot. So Nandita and I went to get cardboard to fan them. We were fanning them under the glaring sun and we ourselves are sweating like nobody's business.After returning to the amphi, I continued to fan them...Then dear Li Khee came to fan me:) Thanks Li Khee. If not, I think I'll suffocate. Actually sometimes right, you can just think of house comms as "servants of sec ones". I mean not really servants lah, but ya...you get want i'm trying to say right. It's like we go every Saturday to sort of help them have fan and bond we each other. Actually servant is not really appropriate. I think big sisters are more like it. I don't mean it the bad way though:) Being a house comm is enjoyable ok! provided you are not torture by the sec ones.

So my point was, I was really tired. When i reach home it was about 3. Then I planned to sleep for an hour and then go study one. I was so tired that I couldn't even hear my alarm clock! I slept all the way until Bro came into my room and woke me up at 7. Dotz. Then I couldn't focuse on the work. My brain just wouldn't work! Nvm, I shall do my reading then... See ya:)

2008-02-14T05:41:00.000-08:00

A Valentine is nothing like
A chocolate or a rose.
For in a week these shall be gone,
But Valentines remain.
If love were always sweet to tongue
Or fragrant to the nose,
Each day would be like Valentine's,
And we would go insane.

A Valentine just hangs around
Waiting to be kissed
Long after special days have passed
And every days are here.

So one is wise to choose one well
And chocolates to resist.
For in the midst of mania
It's nice to have one near.

Hey:) Happy Valentines' Day!!
Love is in the air man...Can you feel the love tonight..la la la la la la~
So hapy:) I got peresents fron Lee ying and Lin Yi:) A very nice card and a packet of star folding paper. they are seriously(emphasised) very pretty! Thank you Lee Ying and Lin Yi for your presents! I really appreciate them. Oh! there's chocolate from Cheal too. Such a nice person. i feel guilty not giving her anything.(cos all the sec one robbed me of my sweets; pushing the blame...)Yay! I received loads of presents. Haha i'm so loveable:)
So sad~ from now on, I have to sit in the same group as *ahem* for ChineseT.T Actually it doesn't matter to me.
Hey hey...Mum and dad went out for dinner tonight...so romantic right? Ha Ha! Oh! I got a BIG hug from Melisssa:) Love her! Love Tina too! And xiaotong and alanna and yihui(hope you recover soon) and lynn and vanessa and SHaron Jenny Liangzi Wenyan......so many...and xiaoting...deborahs...sheryl aiya! Everyone lah! and Alisa for sacrificing her recess to do ACP:)

Good Night:) SWEET VALENTINE DREAMS...

2008-02-11T04:31:00.000-08:00

Hey hey!!!
Today is Monday(damn obvious-.-)

Yup,so I started on Twilight:)

Like Xiaotong said, the book is Extremely nice.In 赵本山language,那就是相当地好看.Oh well, I borrowed it on Saturday, and I spent the entire Sunday reading it. I shall not be a spoiler and say anything about the content(even most of the ppl should have read it). Edward is so cool~^.^ ~^.^~ ^.^~

Anyway, I just wanted to post something cos my blog is so dead. I shall do my hw now. See ya:)

2008-02-06T21:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR
!!!!!
Yay:) This year is the Beijing 2008 Year! SO excited about the olympic games:) Hopefully I can go and watch one game. Anyone. Get more HongPaos! Eat oranges! Sleep all day! this is life man:)
We went to school on Wed, for celebration and class party. Then some misunderstanding happened between me and Tina. Oh no! Sometimes I really hate myself for being so slow:(
The party was almost ending and everyone was queuing up to say new year greetings to Ms Ong. Then Tina asked me whether I'm going to 103 classroom or not.I didn't feel like going because I didn't want to go alone. So I said no.Then Xiaotong and Joey said that they want to go. So I told them I am going too. Then I thought of telling Tina that I was going. I turn around to look for her and she was standing right in front of me. She looked angry and I got a little scared. "You tell them that you are going and you told me that you are not." That was roughly what she said. I didn't reply cos I just stood there not knowing what to do. then she walked away. It was after 10 seconds that I realized that I should have told her explained to her. If i immediately told her I changed my mind to go instead the minutes that I saw her. then there won't be so much misunderstanding. I tried to explain later because i know it's no use. Ah~ now I know how it feels like to be 跳到黄河都洗不清-.- I'm just too slow in gathering my thoughts. Even if she didn't say anything I'll probably be like' Err.. Tina .. um( gathering thoughts, thinking of what to say)" before I could tell her that I'm going instead. Cry~ now whenever I think about it I'll feel very bad. Oh no.
( I feel like Charlie Gordon when I wrote this-.-)

Anyway, I went back to my primary school after that and later went out with some of my primary school friends.

That day was really tiring one:)

2008-01-19T03:45:00.000-08:00

I Officially announce that my blog is DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD!!! Why? Becaus one: I can'y use the com. two:because whenever i use the com, my mum will be like: qui zhuo qong ke lah!(go do your homework.)

I'm in two-oh-three now! This is sought of late. In fact VERY(underlined) late. It's like 18th Jan now -.- Anyway, today I didn't go for house prac T.T Yesterday, during training, I injuerd myself. We were playing soccer with the teachers, Mr tan, and some other teachers. Ms Cheong was the too. Yeah. Then a teacher kicked the ball so hard that it hlanded on my face and i fell. That's why i didn't go for house prac. Okay, time to go. ByeBye.

(I'm considering changing the blogskin. It's TOO cute.)

XOXOcaiwei

p.s. XOXO means love and kisses

mount climbing

2007-12-06T05:42:00.000-08:00

The other day I went mount. climbing at Shao Lin temple(umm..I meant the mountain nearby/beside the temple. Not climbing mount. in the temple). So my parents, my third aunt and I followed a trail of stairs up the mountain. Actually there is this thing called the cable car, but my very stubborn father insist that we walk up the trail. He said that we were there to excercise and if we take the cable car, then there is no point in mount. climbing. Well, I guess he's right. Actually it is more worth it to walk(or climb stairs you say) because you can really see how is it like inside the mountain. It is something like the forest. The sceneries are really nice. There are like trees of wierd shapes that make the mount. look creepy. Especially in winter, when all the leaves fall, you can see how the tree branches twine and curl.

This is us climbing.

A SMALL part of the trail. At first I wanted to take the trail alone, so I waited behind for everyone to disappear first, but then there is this idiot who suddenly appeared from on top. So he ended up in the pic-.-

sceneries...nothing to elaborate on. It's just mountain.

That's me!

Another scenery....

Trees...What amazes me is that they all grow slanted to one side.

another scenery...I like the orangy leaves.

This is the last scenary I'm going to show you. And this is the most creepy one. Feels like a cemetry...

Okay, I forgot to mention, the purpose of us climbing the mountain, is to get to the middle of another mountain. And that mountain we were trying to get to is really high and steep.It's really scary to walk the trail. It feels like you are gonna fall.

This is our destination of mountain climbing. You'll know I tried to hug the rock so tightly and won't let go.

Because I didn't want to fall off the mountain! See the background of the pic below, you'll find a small trail hanging in mid-air. That was where I hugged the rock. Just now that rock appears so big, but it is only a SMALL rock.

That's about the mount climbing. After that we went to ShaoLin templeto see some kongfu. “快使用双节棍哼哼哈兮!”

That's the only photo Ihave. I've got to borrow my mother's cam. So I'll show you more kongfu next time. It's really amazing...

2007-12-03T05:35:00.000-08:00

Yoyo! Today I went to this kinda community centre like place and signed up for basketball training. The coach was an ex-coach from the national team.So I guess the training's gonna be hard.
There's two classes. One for children(12 and below) and one for teenagers(that's for me). But then the second class is only three times per week and I'm only staying in China for 3 weeks so the max no of traing I get is about 9 days. Then you have to minus off the raining days that you can't train. Bear in mind that this is China and it is winter down here. In Singapore, even if it rains you still can train. But it is like 10 degrees celsius down here.If it rain, it will be like freezing cold~brr~ So it is not worth it. Therefore--- my mum decided that I should join BOTH classes ! Because for the junior class, training is every day including weekends. So I'll join the kids from Mon to Thurs, and ppl of my age from Fri to Sun. But the junior training is already very hard leh!The eleven years old kids have to run 25 rounds around the bball court. 25 leh! Then if I am 14, then I'll have to run.....OMG!!! Anyway, I am starting training tomorrow.So wish me good luck!

2007-11-27T18:50:00.000-08:00

I am bored!!! Actually I have something to do but I just don't want to do it-.- I looked through my folders and FINALLY realised I have a lot of things to post and have not posted yet! There's the very long ago one like RICHARD IDOL. That's very long ago right? Then there was videos of the oh-so-awesome band ( you know who you are) who sang me birthday song and NG-ed so many times. And Teacher's Day, National Day and so many! SO, I shall start today and post ALL of them.

Guess all of you know, our wonderful class chair LOVE to sing. And the person sitting beside her LOVE to take video. And so, we ended up with videos of Lynn singing! Guess everyone want to see right? Alright, here it is:)

Ok, now come the second one....drum roll please......

um..due to technical error, I couldn't post the second one, so,,,wait till the next time. Anyway, I am going to post it on class blog:)

2007-11-27T01:57:00.000-08:00

Hey I just want to share this video with you guys. It's from The Merchant Of Venice, Shylock's very famous speech. I thought it was pretty cool....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0tSR6Yw-gc

Nobel Prize winner from China

2007-11-23T00:13:00.000-08:00

高行健将在本地逗留至本月26日晚上，活动有：11月24日至12月1日，在谁先觉（iPRECIATION)画廊展出最新黑白水墨画作24幅。24日下午2时30分，在新加坡美术馆举行“高行健在新加坡”对话会。25日早上10时，在汉地路国泰戏院举行《侧影和影子》影展和交流会。26日下午2时，在国大李光前礼堂举行文学讲座。

2007-11-16T23:52:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I went to Zhonghua(my primary school) for the Prize Presentation. I was awarded the Excellent performance for PSLE 2006. And you know what, the prize is $200 cash!!! Muahaha!!!!

2007-11-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

I went to bowling today!! But I don't have photos with me because I took pictures with Lynn cam. So show you next time!

看不到你的博客

2007-11-14T23:24:00.000-08:00

宝宝,爸爸妈妈购物回来已经是筋疲力尽,喘息未定便奔入你的房间,打开电脑.急不可待地去看你的博客.可是,费了九牛二虎之力,也进不了你的网页.我们俩人多沮丧,多失望,多劳累,多瞌睡,最后看着一部名叫<<暹罗玫瑰曼谷>>的电影睡着了.现在终于可以进来了,点击查看博客,又打不开.只好在这里写一些字.请你jhn帮忙.

2007-11-14T17:39:00.000-08:00

LINKIN PARK concert Singapore ROCKS!!!! It was on 13 Nov(yesterday) and it totally rocked the Indoor Stadium!!!!

I went to Plaza Singapura to get their CD first because I thought they would have an autograph session. Then I took bus 16 from Plaza Sing,that is the only bus I can take. I saw these 3 Indian guys wearing LP shirt trying to get onto the bus. And when I looked down the ally of the bus, almost everyone is wearing a LP shirt!!!!(except my friend and I) Anyway, they sell the shirt at the stadium too. BUT I didn't have enough money to buy them T.T There was a concert merchandise booth and they sell shirts, CDs with codes inside to download the concert from internet and stuff. I didin't have money to buy any! How pathetic! I should go complain to Indoor Stadium: why don't they have a ATM nearby? *&$%&#*&^$.

Anyway the concert totally rock. I know I am repeating myself but IT REALLY ROCK!!!!
I manage to take some pictures and a few video.Still, the quality wasn't good because everyone had their hands up and everyone was jumping.

The effects were very cool. Like when they are singing, the light will be dimmed, and then when oit come to the chorus, they'll suddenly light up. And Chester did his jump during the song papercut. I didn't manage to take it. You know, standing on a 4 feet speaker and jumping down from it, with the slaming down pose/smashing something pose. Damn cool.

And throughout the songs, everyone was singing alone and jumping. I think they started off with No More Sorrow. Then there were older songs like In The End (Alanna like it a lot ), Lying From You, Numb, One Step Closer, Crawling and Papercut. I'll try to list down the songs they sang. Oh yah! they sang Somewhere I Belong too! And they ended with Bleed It Out.

Songs:
Started with No More Sorrow
In The End
One Step Closer
Numb
Little things you give away
What I've Done
In Pieces
Crawling
Papercut
Somewhere I Belong
Shadow Of the Day
From The Inside
some more....
Ended with Bleed It Out

That reminds me, you guts should go listen to shadow of the day. It is damn cool. Especially at the concert. Because it is a slow song, when everyone sang with Chester, the song just filled the entire stadium. Can you imagine?

Anyway, these are some pictures I took.

Mike on the keyboard...
Chester singing...He was wearing a red chartered blouse before that. I guys the heat is too much for him to take. Rob playing the drum... So cool.... But I only manage to take the three of them. Mr Hanh(DJ) is right at the back . Then Brad and Pheonix are always moving because they are electric guitars. they have to move with the song....

Me wearing the entrance wrist band. You have to wear it in order to enter.

I want you guys to watch this because I love the effect...~^^~

I'll show you 2 more to proof to you how crazy we were last night. But I sorry, I know that I am a idiot, but I didn't video a full song. Not even one. You know I am idiotic, but...so sorry T.T...

Yap, that's about it. HOWEVER I am depressed over 3 things:
1)it is TOO SHORT!!! Only 1.5hrs! Not Enough!
2)no autograph session!
3)and I couldn't buy any of the concert merchandise!

LINKIN PARK !!!COME TO SINGAPORE AGAIN!!!!

2007-11-10T11:33:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, long time no see!I having been working on a Chinese blog so I had little time to update this one.So be patient. Caiwei is back.....
Caiwei's Chinese blog: http://leaving-my-footprints-behind.blogspot.com

2007-11-04T07:17:00.000-08:00

I LOVE 101'07

2007-10-30T20:54:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to 101 for winning

ACP

Net Carn Cheerleading

clap*cheer*scream*clap*cheer*scream*clap*cheer*scream*clap*cheer*

Yes! Like Lynn, the ohsowonderful class chair said on the class blog, we've done our best so be proud of what we have achieved.

For ACP, we sold a total of 200+ items and made a profit of $626.30

The actual day was damn busy and damn crazy. And it was very tiring. We didn't have time to even eat! Tina only survived on a packet of milo -.- Anyway, Mrs Sherley Tan (sry if I spelled wrongly) also bought a teddy bear from our stall.

Looking back, all our Saturdays sacrificed were worth it. All our hard work, all our 4 hrs every Saturday, all Lynn and Vanessa's stress. Yap, so congratz once again!

Just like Lynn said, we didn't practice much for net carn so yap, cheer leading is good enough! Anyway, we had fun on that day. We played against the other 12 classes and had to run around to different courts.

Our dear class chair had a very serious stepping foul(spelt correctly right?). They were at the side of the court and someone hit the ball out. Then she caught the ball in mid air.That is a great thing right? BUT, she landed out of court -.- And she didn't realise! She continued to pass the ball and the game carried on. Our darling empire, Yihui, couldn't stop her because she was laughing so hard that she dropped to the ground(right expression?). Poor her....

2007-10-30T19:49:00.000-07:00

I had a friendly-match against Unity sec today. And they are good!All of them are very fast and they had a lot of tricks. The two centres are no 4 and 14. I remember one of them's name is Li Jun(I dont know how to spell). Yap. So bascically I played one third of the game. Mr Ang(my couch) said that we had more manpower for that game(because we had more people to substitude around.) so we should chiong the entire game. It was super tiring lah!And the poor centres, who are supposed to be always underbasket, had to run the longest distance.The dark blue ones are centres and the light blue ones are guards.You just compare the distance they run, you will know. And by the time the centres reach the other side, the guards fininsh their fastbreak already. The worst part is that you have to run back just in case the shot didn't go in you have to catch rebound or go support them T.T

Anyway, Raffles won the 42:36.

There was once half way I was running back to my defending position when an oppent dribble pass me. So I snatched the ball from her and passed to Hufei(a guard).Then the opponent got the ball again so since I was there, I snatched the ball away again. I think that was the right thing to do because I can hear from the background from either Mr Ang or Mr James Ong,"That's the way!" or something like that.Muahahaha!First time I got praised. and the first time i feel accepted.Therefore I'll continue to work hard!!!

2007-10-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

I AM TIRED!!!

Today is SATURDAY and it is supposed to be a to REST. And instead, I had to do work my as* off(quote from Lynn)from morning to night!I went to school 8 30 am to do name card and bring ACP products to SMU with Lynn and Vanessa. and I really can't stand them! If Im not there right, no matter how couple like they are, i wont give a damn.But they must be so qin mi in front of me! This moment they'll be like talking happily to each other about each other. THen the next moment they start qurruelling.The next next moment they are bak to normal and will even start to care about each other. It's like 完全不把我这个电灯泡放在眼里 -_-

After that, the three of us went to City Hall to meet Sheryl and Tina. And we(Sheryl. Tina and Me) did 2 shifts! That is like from 11am to 4pm =5hrs none stop! But then again, we had a good time playing (with balloons that we got from kids from Eunos Primary. They are really a cute group of ppl). Lynn did her IDD card advertisement to Mrs Leong and Mrs Willian and they laughed like crazy. Actually everyone was laughng like crazy.

And then i went to collect class shirt. 45 of them-by myself. I almost died bringing them home.
detailed description will come next post. I wanna SLEEP now.

2007-10-23T18:24:00.000-07:00

致我最亲的外婆

外婆的一生经历了不少风风雨雨。她和外公两人带大了三个孩子。而我妈是老二。外婆三十岁时就得了乳癌。后来，又得了糖尿病。三十，是多么年轻啊！想一想，她过世时是七十岁。整整四十年，外婆都是在煎熬中度过的。

从小，外婆就很疼我。有可能是应为我和她长得最像。同样都是有福的大脸盘，笑的时候都会有厚厚的双下巴。甚至连鼻子的形状和眼睛的线条都是一模一样。虽然脸比人家大，照相不好看，虽然有双下巴，但是我以它们为荣。因为外婆过世后，在我身上，至少可以找到她曾经在这个世界上都留过的证据。至少，家人看到我，还会想起外婆。这是我三岁时后的外婆。

等到我八岁时，我见外婆的次数减少了。毕竟我们生活在不同的城市。八岁，也是我来到新加坡的年龄。还记得那时，我对英语一窍不通，所以下了不少苦功。母亲也是非常严厉地控制着我的学习，而且还买了藤条。每当我翻了小错误，母亲就会打骂我。幼小的我当然不懂得这些皮肉的疼痛背后的含义，只知道哭。这时，我就会找机会大长途电话向外婆诉苦。那时的外婆，对我来说可能就是一只大大的泰迪熊，能让我紧紧抱着的，放声大哭。

慢慢地，我和外婆开始建立起了感情。我们也创造出了一种独特的问候法。每次打长途电话，我都会拉长嗓音，大声地喊一声：“姥姥！” 电话的那头就会传来一声亲切的：“哎！！！”。“我想你啦！！！”“我也想你啦！！！”。可是，每次和外婆通电话，都是敷衍而已，而不是真正的与他老人家沟通。而现在，却没机会了。希望她不会怪我，这么不孝。希望她知道我是爱她的。

今年她的七十大寿，刚好是母亲节的后一天，所以母亲专门从新加坡飞回中国为她祝寿。还记得母亲答应外婆会办一个隆重的宴会。相信外婆也很期待。我因为考试要到了，所以不得不留在新加坡。那天外婆格外的开心，还拍了很多照片。可我看了照片后，却觉得心凉凉的。外婆瘦了。以前那双局炯炯有神的眼睛也失去了光彩。头发更是少了许多。想想也是，外婆的病情随着时间恶化，需要接受的治疗越来越多。会变成这样也是在预料之中的。可是，身为她的孙女，还是会心疼。

终于，外婆实在太累了，便决定她是时候该休息了。但外婆，你怎么能这样！我还没有来得及见你最后一面！你好坏哦！以前你总是在我哭的时候安慰我，可是这次你怎么能让我哭！你真是坏透了！

明天就是五七了。明天外婆你就可以过好日子了。新房子也盖好了，就等着你住。亲爱的姥姥，在您火化之前，我没来得及唱这首歌给您听，现在，我就把它补回来。

献给我的姥姥

Slipped Away
Avril Lavigne

I miss you
Imiss you so bad
Idon't forget you
Oh it's so sad

I hope you can hear me
I remeber it clearly

Chorus:
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same
Oh

I didn;t get around to kiss you a
Goodbye on the hand
I wish Icould see you again
I know that I can't

I hope you can hear me
I remeber it clearly

Chorus

I've had my wake uo
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
It can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened you pass by

Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back

Na na
Na na na na na

I Miss You...

2007-10-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

Ok. The time now is 21:07. I am going to bed immediately after this post. (Actually i have nothing to post about -_-) Thus I ll tell you my plan to "make full use of my time."

1)I'll go and buy/borrow from Vanessa/go to library and read this book called TWILIGHT
because everyone is reading it so it must be quite nice.
2)I'll train hard for basketball->which means self training of running,shooting and PT(I dont
mean Performance Task).
3)I'll catch up with Bleach to Episode 90. I am currently at 70.
4)I'll turn myself into a hardcore mugger so I'll start on Virtue of Venice or however you spell it.

That's about it. All of them are hard to achieve -_- And you notice that i use FUTURE tense for thr goals. I WILL.Not I MUST. You get me? just Joking.

Now it is officially 21:24 and I am going to sleep. Good night!

2007-10-21T19:34:00.000-07:00

A Day at Vanessa's House
This is the second time I went to Vanessa's house and this time I get to play with water! Yah. So we started off as usual, doing our ACP. Oh, I forgot to tell you who was there. Here is the name list: Lynn, DeborahS, Yihui, Joey, Audrey, Tingwei, Yu Ann, Sheryl, Tina, Trina, and Xiao Tong. SOme of us were doing sticker while some did the poster. The rest did jewelry.
Siyun came late. And she couldn't get into the house because Vanessa went to the bus stop to fetch Tina and none of us knew how to open the gate. in the end, Siyun climbed over the gate! I wasn't fast enough with my camera so I don't have a photo to show you. But I do have some others.This is Lynn kneeling on the floor because she was so overwhelmed by the fact that Siyun climbed over the gate.

Me "picking" Lynn up.

Sheryl engrossed with the com.Looked like she is doing serious work right? Actually she was playing game.

Yihui with Giraffe cap.

Making of ACP poster in progress...
Yihui again. Posing just before I left.

Then we were back to work again. I'll just show you some of the jewelries we made. By the way, the are quite pretty. Nice right? I know I'm a good photographer! And now, the most fun part....I pushed Deborah Tango into the pool! I shall not elaborate further. Just watch the video and you will know what exactly happened.

You can hear Deborah's scream right? Muahahaha! It is all MY doing.Anyway, she pushed me down too.Then I pushed Deborah Lim and Yihui.

p.s.hope you like my new skin(although it is very pinkish). I spent a lot of time on it:)

2007-10-20T23:37:00.000-07:00

I m now like a zoombie. I have absolutely no energy left. I haven't rest for six days!and tomorrow is another day of work too! Somebody save me!(this is random complain.)

TODAY I TOOK THE MOST HILARIOUS NEOPRINT EVER!

So today is a saturday and as usual there is ACP meeting, and as usual, I am late:p Yoday was best ACP ever! It is like the first time in history that so many people came:) First time seeing ACP meeting so alive, I'm really shocked. Ya but it is a good thing. Still if you look carefully right, it is still the few who always come. I can list out for you: Lynn, Vanessa, Alanna, Racheal, Yihui, Joey, Sheryl, Grace Lim, Audrey, Siyun, Tang Meng, Xiaoting, Deborah tango, Deborah Lim, Trina Tan, Tingwei, Claire, Yuan Wan, Grace Ooi, Xiao Tong. yah thats about it. sorry for those whose nameI missed out. It was really fun! We were like making bracelets and the beads kept dropping. That really pissed Alanna off. Hers dunno dropped how many times lor.

Er why am I talking about ACP?

Oh!neoprints! Ok, back on track. So after ACP Lynn, Alanna, Racheal, Xiao TOng and I went to KFC to eat(BTW it is at Far East). And we discovered two things 1) Lynn only eats nuggets regardless of which fastfood restuarant she is at. She eats nuggets in Macs, come to KFC still eat nuggets -_- 2)People who are skinny tends to eat alot. Two good examples are Racheal and Yihui. (see I'm a good history student! I give examples to support my stand.) Yah. The two of them eat alot! Racheal ate chicken breast and drumstick + drink(I forgot what) + some vegetable thing. And Yihui had bandito + coke + popcorn chicken. They eat alot right? Thats why prince charmings alert! Next time you go on a date, dun go with those skinny people. Your money will just fly.Thats why people like me is a better choice ^^

Looks we are off track again.

THEREFORE(finally getting to the 主题[zhu ti: main topic]), since we are at Far East, why not take neoprints. So there are five of us so we had ten dollars. We chose the machine with the playground thingy. And we took 15 pics. We were supposes to choose 10 out of 15. BUT THEN some din teh person(you know who I'm refering to right?) went to press ok when we only chose 3 photes(actually not her fault.Accidents happen.). So we ended up with 3 photoes. cry T.T But still, the most fun part was the decorating part. We seriously spammed the thing lah. We had bikini for Racheal somemore. The she went to erase it off(surprisingly she knows how to so it). We had bunny ear for Alanna. Aiya, too lazy to describe. Its just crazy. Yihui laughed until she end up on the floor. I'll show you the neoprints. Although there are only 3, it is the most precious ones ever:)

sry I didn't tilt them.You see where the pink big bear is? That was supposed to be the bikini.

I like the caps lah! so cool..and so pink -_-...

You see the smal fairy, Racheal calls it the toothbrush fairy...

That's about today. Tomorrow there is ACP at Vanessa's house.Hopefully should be quite fun. I'm planning to push Vannesa down the pool again:)

p.s. Alanna, since "I'm[you] too tired to elaborate further" (applying literature quoting skills), I elaborated further for you:)

2007-10-16T06:51:00.002-07:00

i m in a damn sh**ty mood. Good night.

2007-10-16T00:10:00.000-07:00

I bought the LINKIN PARK ticket!
you know, going to the show has always been my dream...(daze) so on saturday i finally went to buy it with my ex-classmate, Amanda Jane. At first i thought it would be only the two of us in the end we ended up with with 3 of her church friend. In the end, i felt left out. as in not like i don't like her church friend or what, but we are just not the same type of people. a good comparison will be yu ann vs. feng yue. very different right? that's how i felt. like they are all very fashionable and i felt like a NOOB... yah, anyway, i bought the ticket!!!!

On sunday, i (with lynn, alanna, rachel, yihui, siyun, deb tango, yuen wan and grace ooi)went to Vanessa's house to do net carn banner and drama night script. her house is dam BIG ok. and it has a swimming pool!
yah, so we started with the net carn banner. yihui had this brilliant idea that the lines on the netball court and the center circle forms the numbers 101. thus we used that idea. and then we drew a netball in the middle and blue flames around it. the blue flames were also drawn on the two lines that formed the two 1s. we used blue flames becuase.... the brightest flames are always blue! so the banner turned out pretty nice. such a pity that we didn't join the banner making competition:(
oh! another great thing that happened was that i pushed Vanessa down her pool! muahahaha!!!she was all wet.when she came up, lynn pushed her down again:p then we started throwing floats into the pool and asked vannessa to take it for us. so poor thing right? but too bad, who ask her to be so popular that everyone wants to bully her:)

ok now i'm going to bleach.so see ya:}

2007-10-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

I just fininshed revising Physics. And now i shall tell u the horrible experience i had at Joey's house...

I want to cry even thinking about it...T.T

u know her ouse right, verhy DEPRIVED one leh! Guests (alanna and i)go her house right, no food no drink no air-con. for entire 5 hrs, we never get to eat anything exept for biscuits T.T now i know Megallan felt when he was stuck on the sea without food and only biscuit powder...and her cups right, all contaminated one lor!

so the point i was trying to make right, is that tomorrow if u see me in school, must thank God for me for letting me live...

oh!we watched BLEACH instead of studying Physics. Bleach is nice but i don't understand...and we played volleyball!(I smashed the fan several times)

ByeBye1 i need to sleep now. Gd luck for Physics!

2007-10-09T20:40:00.000-07:00

Hihi darlings!

This is my official FIRST post(alanna posted the one before)!! so actually this blog was just created randomely. Ok, since it is created, i shall make full use of it!

REMEMBER TO TAG!!!

2007-10-09T14:15:00.000-07:00

HELLO PPL.

this is caiwei and this is my new blog. joey and alanna helped me create! they are so nice ppl.

RMB TO TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE!

ps:this was written by me(alanna)